Another Wish For You Written April 26 2009

Another Wish For You.
I have another wish, one just for you,
I wish that in everything that you do,
The thing you succeed in is forgetting
what happened. No, I'm not regretting
three months of life that went and changed me,
all I want is for you to see how different we could be.

I wish that wish with all my heart,
That those memories will fall apart.
It's not about putting the past behind us,
It's about living in the happiness I denied us.
I realize that it may be hard for you to believe,
But Woman, I speak with my heart on my sleeve.

I don't know why I continue to speak,
Each conversation with you makes me weak.
You say my words leave you in admiration and awe,
But they leave me feeling open and raw.

So I wish, over and over, again and again,
That you will forget, and so my hurt constrain.
There's so much beauty in this world you should see,
Sometimes I feel that if it were not for me,
You'd be the one I knew you ought to be,
Not the half lost girl I know, imprecisely free.

I have another wish, one just for you,
I wish that in everything that you do,
The thing you succeed in is forgetting
what happened. No, I'm not regretting
three months of life that went and changed me,
all I want is for you to see how different we could be.