Because you saved my life and you will never know written 11-30-07

At four thirty in the morning I write you this letter,

Because I've been working all night and I can't get you off my mind.

I wish you were beside me, so I could look in your eyes,

I wish you were beside me, so I wouldn't have to tell you I might cry.

I'm writing you this letter at four thirty in the morning,

My stomach hates me and my head does too,

But I have to write you this letter because I don't know why,

But every moment of everyday I wish you were here with me.

I don't know if I love you, sorry if I do,

But I feel so miserable at four in the morning,

Reading over all our old conversations,

And realizing just how much I miss you.

I don't know why I'm writing this letter

In the dark and in bulliten format,

I don't know if you will read this,

But I hope that you do,

Because you saved my life,

And you will never know.

Everything I wish I could tell you,

It's in this letter.

You are one of my very best friends,

I hope you always wil be.

I know that this letter means something,

To me it does at least.

I don't know why I think of this,

At four thirty in the morning.

But I do and I'm sorry

That I made you read this letter.