I guess.... Written January 28, 2009

There's something that makes us hold onto things that are better off let go.

Sometimes in a moment of weakness you realize the strength of those closest to you,

and in those same moments you realize who those closest to you really are.

When you're on top of the world, everyone wants to know what's the matter.

When you're on the verge of self-destruction, suddenly everyone is just as self important as you are.

And when you have finally gone and broken yourself, those you expect to help put you back together have

abandoned

you, and those you considered minor players in your life put you back

together.

And in that moment everything will change.

And everything you thought was whole will become broken,

and the

brokenness

will only make you grow.