Forever Is Not Long Enough Written April Sixth Two thousand and Nine

This is not my forever. This is not my eternity. This is not my today. That will not be my dream. This is not my life. You are not my life. I am my life. And Don't for a second think otherwise. I am growing up. I am changing. You cannot stop me. I cannot stop you from trying to escape this life you've built for all of us. I accept it as reality but I do not accept it as my future. You cannot know the future. You cannot know my future. It is something I must make for myself. This is one part of me not under your influence. I will escape this one day. Your perfectness cannot last. I will escape this one day. There is not room enough for me and your expectations. I Wonder If You Will Miss Me.